Imagine being Joe Nathan 15 months ago.
Imagine feeling a sharp knife-point pain in your elbow, and realizing right away what had happened. Imagine facing another serious surgery, far more complex than your first one, and knowing that at least a full year of drudgery awaited, more than 12 months of mind-numbing repetition and toil, all of it with the increasingly creaky body of a 40-year-old.
Lots of people imagined they were in Nathan's uniform back then. And the greatest relief pitcher in Twins history knows what they concluded.
"Absolutely nobody believed in me at that point," Nathan, now 41, said by phone last week from the Iowa Cubs clubhouse, where one of the most unlikely comeback stories in recent history is unfolding. "People assumed I was retiring. Reporters were saying my career was over. People can have their opinions, but the only one that matters is what you believe in yourself."
And what Nathan believed is: He had not yet achieved what he set out to do, and he wasn't going to stop until he has.
As big a challenge as a second Tommy John elbow surgery to repair his right ulnar collateral ligament is, as complicating as a flexor tendon detached from the bone made things, as dreary as the prospect of nothing but daily rehab drills can be, none of it is as big a hurdle as the one still ahead: getting to the World Series.
"I've been to the postseason six times and we've never won a series," Nathan said. "That's why I play the game, and that's why I wasn't ready to give up. Nobody wants to go out that way" — by breaking down during an April 2015 rehab appearance at Class AAA Toledo — "and that became a huge motivating factor. It's what got my butt to the gym every day, kept me working at it. I knew I could still help compete for a championship."
Looks like he will get that chance. Nathan, whose 377 career saves are eighth-most in major league history, signed with the Cubs after a tryout in May, began pitching in the minor leagues (for the Tennessee Smokies, the Cubs' Class AA team just minutes from his Knoxville, Tenn., home) in June, and he could arrive at Wrigley Field as soon as this week. With former MVP Justin Morneau activated Friday by the White Sox, Chicago could be the site of two remarkable comebacks for former Twins this summer.