One by one they adjusted the microphone, looked up at Minnesota's governor, and unearthed memories they spent years trying to bury.
A man with long white hair apologized when his hearing aids didn't pick up the sound, then recalled a day in the early 1980s when he crawled through the skylight of a laundromat and broke into the coin machine. A young woman wept with embarrassment, remembering how a J.C. Penney security guard stopped her and a group of college friends as they tried to slip out of the store with armfuls of clothes. A single mother who once used stolen grocery store gift cards to feed her children promised she was a changed woman, trying to help others avoid the same kind of desperate decisions that marred her life.
For seven hours, spread across two afternoons earlier in December, a parade of people with past convictions appeared before the Board of Pardons and asked the state of Minnesota to formally forget the crimes they cannot. Each was hoping to earn a "pardon extraordinary," meaning they'd no longer have to list the convictions that prevented many from getting jobs, apartments, or military promotions.
To get it, each would have to make their case to three of the most powerful people in the state: Gov. Mark Dayton, Attorney General Lori Swanson and Minnesota Supreme Court Chief Justice Lorie Skjerven Gildea.
A few pardon applicants brought along family members or a lawyer to speak on their behalf. But often it was just a single person, alone at a table in a hearing room of the Minnesota Senate Building, pleading for a second chance.
"That's one of the things that makes it so powerful," Swanson said. "They just come, they sit at a table with a box of Kleenex, talking to us without counsel, sort of baring their soul in front of the world."
By the time the pardon applicants get to the table to tell their stories, the three members of the Board of Pardons have already done their homework. They've reviewed the applicants' background histories, their explanations of how they've straightened out their lives, and letters submitted by people involved in the original cases, including judges, prosecutors and crime victims.
Some of the people who took their turns at the board's last meeting spilled out their confessions in a rush. There were drinking problems, abusive relationships, crews of teenage friends with a bad habit of ending up in the back of squad cars.