Ask Cindy and Craig Vana about the state of the Catholic Church and the longtime worshipers will say this: We need to know more about some of the recent headlines before we know what to think, we need to stay with our faith, we need to pray.
The couple have spent 49 years, the length of their marriage, as members of the Church of St. Charles Borromeo in St. Anthony, and they take pride in its mission, its community of some 1,500 families, and in the stunning renovation completed four years ago of the neighborhood church's altar and worship space.
But like other Catholics in recent days, they've learned of a damning report out of Pennsylvania of clergy sex abuse, one that was quickly followed by an Archbishop's allegation that, in yet another sex scandal, high-ranking Vatican officials, including Pope Francis, were long aware of the victimization of seminarian students.
The culmination of reports has engulfed the church in an ideological civil war, with some bishops going so far as to call for the pope's resignation.
"I would have to say that I'm really unprepared to come to any conclusions," said Cindy Vana, adding that she wants to see the documents behind the claims of widespread moral failings within the Vatican's leadership. "We're talking about the Holy Father here, and we have to be very cautious."
Cautious, unsure of who to believe, and wanting answers to questions that have rocked the faithful, Minnesota's 1 million Catholics have been left aching after yet another painful revelation about a problem that has haunted the church for years.
In pulpits from Duluth to Rochester, priests last Sunday implored the faithful to stay, warned that more troubling reports may be forthcoming, and made unprecedented calls for an investigation of the Vatican and a "purification" of church leadership.
"There is much that is going to happen in the coming days," the Rev. Joel Hastings said in his sermon last Sunday at St. Benedict Catholic Church in Duluth, casting the spiritual crisis as a moment of Catholic reckoning long overdue.