The Rev. Judy Zabel is among Methodist clergy wrestling with an agonizing question: Should her Minneapolis church remain part of a denomination that recently reaffirmed its ban on same-sex marriages and ordinations of LGBT clergy?
It's a question haunting many of her colleagues across the state and nation, as they regroup following the United Methodist Church conference in February that exposed sharp rifts in the second largest Protestant denomination in America, and in Minnesota.
"It was heartbreaking," said Zabel, senior pastor at Hennepin Avenue United Methodist Church, which long has embraced the LGBT community. "We are not going to change our stance. Churches like ours are asking, 'Can we live within a denomination whose core values are so different from ours?' "
The United Methodist Church is facing its most significant crisis in decades, not unlike divisions over homosexuality that have ruptured other Protestant denominations. The Evangelical Lutheran Church of America, for example, voted to allow churches to perform same-sex marriages and to ordain gay clergy in 2009. The Presbyterian Church later did the same. The decisions led to departures by traditional churches.
Many Methodist leaders expected they, too, would soon open their doors more widely to the LGBT community. A UMC General Conference on sexuality in St. Louis in late February offered two main plans.
Minnesota's delegation and the majority of U.S. delegates voted in favor of a "One Church" plan that would have allowed individual pastors and regional bodies to make decisions on LGBT marriages and ordinations. It would be an option, not a requirement.
To their dismay, a plan reaffirming the UMC's ban on homosexual ordinations and marriages was passed — and with tough new sanctions for clergy. Ministers who performed a marriage between two men, for example, could be suspended a year without pay for one incident, and stripped of their clergy status for performing two.
Bishop Bruce Ough, UMC bishop for Minnesota and the Dakotas, said he was deeply disappointed by the vote. He has no plans to tighten the reins on churches here, but acknowledges it's a dilemma.