For Eric Fischer, not knowing hurts the most.
Since his son was critically wounded in a police shooting at Minneapolis City Hall last week, Fischer says he's been allowed little contact with Marcus Fischer, 18, who is still recovering from self-inflicted stab wounds and police bullets.
Hospital officials have not disclosed details about his son's condition, he said. What little information he's been able to pry out of authorities has left him feeling empty. He learned from a psychiatrist who interviewed Marcus that he was up and walking around. He said he could only wonder what must have been going through Marcus' mind. Police say the younger Fischer brought a knife into an interview room and stabbed himself repeatedly, after being left unattended.
"I didn't raise my son to be like this, so I don't really have a comment on what his mental state was," he said.
Eric Fischer brought his pain to court on Friday and Tuesday to watch what should have been Marcus' first appearance on charges that he robbed and shot a man during a gun deal gone awry in northeast Minneapolis earlier this year. But both times the hearing was pushed back a day, because he wasn't yet well enough to leave the hospital. No one told Fischer. On Wednesday, Hennepin County prosecutors announced that Marcus Fischer's court date was again rescheduled to Jan. 3.
Eric Fischer said he did not learn of the shooting until late Monday morning when his daughter called him at work, after seeing a post about Marcus on social media.
On his first visit to Marcus' room at Hennepin County Medical Center last Saturday, Eric said he was kept from approaching Marcus' bed by a sheriff's deputy who stayed in the room the whole time. Another three deputies were stationed outside the door, he said.
"They wanted to make sure I didn't share any information about the case; they wanted to make sure I didn't touch my son," Eric Fischer said. "I just wanted to give him a hug and kiss on the forehead, to make sure he knows that I'm here for him."