Michael Pineda is embarrassed, contrite and essentially unemployed. But he's not going anywhere.
The Twins righthander, suspended for 60 games Saturday for testing positive for a banned substance, said he intends to remain in Minneapolis for the rest of the season in order to help his teammates in whatever limited capacity he can.
"I'm going to support them as much as I can," Pineda said at a news conference to discuss his positive test for hydrochlorothiazide, a diuretic that can be used to mask the presence of performance-enhancing drugs. "I just wanted to get with them behind [closed] doors and apologize for what I'm putting the team through, and myself through."
Pineda's mistake was a costly one: He forfeits roughly $984,000 of his $8 million salary for sitting out the final 23 days (and 21 games) of the regular season, and will forgo 39 games worth of whatever his next contract calls for when he completes his penalty next spring.
In addition, Pineda was only four innings shy of reaching 150 innings for the season — a benchmark that would have come with a $500,000 bonus, plus another half-million for every 10 additional innings. It's conceivable Pineda cost himself $1.5 million in bonuses by ingesting an unauthorized substance.
"It's embarrassing. I feel obviously sad, which is why I'm here [Tuesday] in front of [the media] because I let myself down, my family, my teammates, especially where we are in the season," said the 30-year-old righthander, who went 11-5 with a 4.01 ERA as a Twin. "[It's] obviously difficult and hard to go through, but here we are."
But will he be here next year? Pineda, who signed a two-year contract shortly after undergoing elbow reconstruction surgery, becomes a free agent in November. He said he would like to remain a Twin, "but obviously I don't have control over that. We'll let time decide that."
Pineda said his mistake was worrying so much about his weight, and the effect that extra pounds were having on his knees, that he took the word of a friend who gave him an over-the-counter medication.