On the last day of Thomas Shedd's life, there was no pain.
A few drops of cannabis extract a day had eased the pain of the cancer that had gnawed through his lungs to his liver and brain. Unlike the narcotics that left him feeling disconnected and drowsy, he said the marijuana tincture eased the pain quickly and still left him alert and aware.
He spent his final day looking into the eyes of the woman he loved. On Tuesday, she stepped up to a microphone at a forum called to answer the question of whether Minnesota should allow pain patients into the state's medical marijuana program.
"What we all fear at the end of life is pain. He died peacefully, with no pain," Vicki Buth said, wiping away tears as she shared her story with the state health commissioner and a room crowded with other people eager to weigh in on the issue.
Thomas Shedd was one of more than 600 Minnesotans who enrolled in Minnesota's medical cannabis program in its first months. The question now is whether the state will expand the fledgling program to potentially thousands more patients suffering the sort of intractable pain that does not respond to standard treatments.
The decision will be up to Health Commissioner Ed Ehlinger. An eight-member panel of health experts recommended against the idea, by a 5-3 margin, worried that opening the program would open up more opportunities for abuse and misuse of a drug that is still illegal at the federal level.
At Tuesday's hearing in West St. Paul, Ehlinger invited people with firsthand experience with pain to share their experiences. Some have used the drug legally, or illicitly. Some watched loved ones suffer. Some are suffering still. During the three-hour forum, nobody spoke in opposition to adding pain patients to the program.
"I hope you'll have mercy," said Martha Morse, describing the endless rounds of pain clinics, pills and experimental therapies that pain patients like her husband and 18-year-old daughter endure.