"I've been raped my whole life. What else do you want to know?"
A trafficked Anishinaabe woman in her late 50s said this to me during an interview in Duluth. She was 4 the first time she was raped. As one of five women who interviewed 105 Native trafficked women in Minnesota for the report "Garden of Truth: The Prostitution and Trafficking of Native Women in Minnesota," I hear her words reverberate in my mind.
I think of her. I wonder if she is OK. I wonder if she is still alive. I still feel her pain and desperation that began at such a young age and continued through decades of abuse and degradation in prostitution as an adult.
Wondering if she is still alive is not hyperbole. It's realistic. The United States doesn't compile the numbers, but a Canadian study found that women and girls who are prostituted have a 40 times higher death rate than those who are not.
A serial killer in Oklahoma has preyed on Native trafficked women. In Minnesota, one woman we were to interview died the day before we were to meet with her. Another trafficked Native woman was killed and her body dumped along Interstate 394 in Minneapolis. She had just turned 18. Murder. Suicide. Drug overdoses. Beatings. Rapes.
Being in prostitution is not pretty, as much of the media suggests. In contrast to the myth that prostitution is a freely chosen profession:
• 92 percent of the women in our study want to escape prostitution, a number similar to other national and international results.
• 98 percent had been or were homeless.