Gackle, N.D. – Before dawn on an October morning, Harry Krause and I threw some duck decoys into a slough outside of this North Dakota town. The previous morning, we had hunted nearby and shot a couple of mallards each, but we noticed that the slough was full of ducks — maybe 400. Krause and I decided it would be our Sunday honey spot.
Of course, things change. We didn't shoot a single duck. "That's hunting," Krause said, a common refrain. Before long, we had to pack up the "dekes" and hustle back to town. I'd come to Gackle to do two of my favorite things: hunt and preach, and I was the guest speaker at First United Church of Christ the same morning.
We drove back to Krause's house to wash up before the service and came to an agreement: The Lord must prefer us in church and not in a duck blind.
The journey that brought me to east-central North Dakota began on a whim. I posted on my blog a somewhat tongue-in-cheek offer that I assumed was in vain: I would preach at any church in exchange for hunting. I received an e-mail a couple of days later from the Rev. Jean Mornard, the priest at Grace Episcopal Church in Huron, S.D. I didn't know much about Huron, but I knew they had a statue of a giant pheasant. A good sign.
That November, I was knocking on the door of Mother Jean's parishioners, Jorge and Connie Vicuna. And a couple of hours after that, my yellow Labrador retriever, Albert, and I were stomping through fields with Vicuna and his dogs, in search of pheasants. Sunday arrived, and I preached at Grace Church.
This year, I'll make my fourth trip to Huron, preach on Advent Sunday, and hunt pheasants with Vicuna along the James River and on Conservation Reserve Program land that he manages. I've since added the trip to Gackle and another to a Lutheran church in Davenport, Iowa.
I didn't grow up hunting. I came to it as a young pastor in my 20s. A church member took me to his cabin on Lake of the Woods and taught me to duck hunt, then he took me to South Dakota for pheasants. I was hooked. But I also had a growing sense that my own spirituality — my sense of connection with God — intensified when I was hunting.
That has only increased as my career has evolved from pastoral ministry to teaching and writing. What moves me are the outdoors and the silences, and watching my dog work and making new friends. I teach at a couple of seminaries, and I have yet to cross paths with another seminary professor in a duck blind — a Ph.D. in theology and a shotgun don't often go together. That I get to combine an activity that gives me great joy with my vocation is almost too good to be true. Maybe it's providence.