Louise read with curiosity that St. John's Abbey was making public its files on 18 monks who had sexually abused minors — until she clicked open the online file about the monk who abused her.
To her horror, she found more than 100 pages of highly personal information about herself taken from medical documents and e-mails she had shared with a Minneapolis therapist whom the abbey had referred her to.
The mother of two said that when she responded to the abbey's call for abuse victims to step forward and be healed, she never expected to be victimized again.
"This was not about healing; it was betrayal," said Louise, whose last name is not being used to protect her identity. "There's no way to construe this as a response to an offer of healing and counseling."
After Louise sent a scathing e-mail to Abbot John Klassen last week, her files were pulled offline.
A second abuse victim has said he contacted the abbey last weekend because the file about his perpetrator contained his detailed deposition, which would identify him "to anyone who went to the school." The deposition was removed Monday, he said.
The abbey insists that it has made every effort to edit victims' personal information from its new "Minnesota Transparency Initiative" website. The website, which went up last week, represents the first time the abbey has made public the thousands of files on monks accused of sexual improprieties. It came in response to a lawsuit settled last year.
"The abbey did make extensive efforts to protect identifiers of survivors," wrote abbey spokesman Brother Aelred Senna in response to questions about the situation.