What did I do to be so black and blue?
Dinah Washington crooned the Fats Waller classic "Black and Blue" into my ears as I finished reading "The Fire This Time: A New Generation Speaks About Race," a collection of essays curated by Jesmyn Ward and modeled on James Baldwin's 1963 landmark work, "The Fire Next Time."
The song drifted into my head more than once as I read; the day it flowed through my headphones, my iTunes account was set to shuffle, and I was reading Ward's book during my bus commute through downtown Washington, D.C.
In that moment, though, "The Fire This Time," my music and race in America collided in a tragically familiar way. While still on the bus, I learned that a police officer had fatally shot Philando Castile, a black St. Paul man, during a routine traffic stop in Falcon Heights. The next day, a black-nationalist sniper slaughtered five Dallas cops in revenge.
The universe can be heartbreakingly ironic.
Inspired by the Black Lives Matter protests and the comfort she sought in Baldwin's work, Ward built her collection off Baldwin's searing 1963 essay "A Letter to My Nephew." Writing on the centennial of the Emancipation Proclamation, Baldwin declared that the country's celebration of freedom comes "one hundred years too soon."
For her book, Ward commissioned more than a dozen writers of color to expand the idea of a free people, metaphorically enslaved, in the era of the first black president.
Following in Baldwin's footsteps seems a daunting task — particularly when Michael Brown or Freddie Gray have nearly as much name recognition as Beyoncé or Barack Obama.