It's hard. It's terribly hard. It's harder than anyone in the Revolution imagined.
They know no one can ever replace Prince. He was singular. In so many ways. There was no one like him in the history of rock 'n' roll.
The Revolution — his 1980s heyday band — couldn't get past their grief for much of Thursday's reunion concert at First Avenue, the first of three soldout shows scheduled this weekend. Their leader was gone. He died April 21 at age 57. There was a void in so many ways — spiritually, musically, dynamically and even visually. There was a massive hole in the center of the stage.
Guitarist Wendy Melvoin tried to serve as the de facto leader or at least the spokesperson and principal lead singer.
"Take every one of these songs and make them your own," Melvoin, 52, urged the packed club where "Purple Rain," the movie that launched Prince into international stardom, was filmed.
Then she and the Revolution tore into the opening "Let's Go Crazy," the "Purple Rain" hit. There was lots of stage fog and purple lights and sadness. Palpable sadness.
Try as she might to buoy her spirits and those of the 1,500 First Avenue-goers, Melvoin seemed spent, dispirited and even musically flat at times. The first few songs — including "Computer Blue," "America" and ''Mountains" — seemed too low, too bottom heavy, too Prince-less.
Then Melvoin introduced Andre Cymone and Dez Dickerson, members of Prince's pre-Revolution band.