After her mother died in 2019, Jill R. Hildebrandt fell into a deep depression, doing things that she could not remember. One morning, she found herself dressed in her late mother's garments.
"It was just the funniest thing — I literally woke up wearing my dead mother's underwear in grief," the theater artist said. "I didn't know how or why but I was laughing with my sister about it and thinking about the things we inherit and the things I'm passing onto my kids. Of course, my mom would've been mortified."
Hildebrandt used that incident as the spark for the show, "Dead Mother's Underwear," which can be streamed online as part of the 2021 Minnesota Fringe Festival.
Last year, the theater festival billed as Minnesota's largest went virtual, bowing to the realities of the coronavirus pandemic. It is back now but in a hybrid format that is attracting the eyes of an industry trying to navigate the new realities upended by COVID-19.
There will be, among its 100-plus shows, more than a dozen live in-person performances with audience members, the thing that has made theater special for eons. But there also will be online performances — some live and some prerecorded. Also, some of the in-person shows will have a streaming element.
"It's a brave new world for us all and we're navigating it," said Fringe executive director Dawn Bentley. "Is this the future? Maybe. We found last year, after engaging entirely online, that we were able to work with artists who lived far away and audience members could see more performances than they could in previous times because they're not having to deal with parking or mobility issues. This virtual thing is actually a good deal because we can engage with more artists and audiences than before."
Hildebrandt, for one, is grateful. The single mom lives in St. Peter, about 75 miles south of the Twin Cities.
"There's no way I could hold down a job and take care of my kids and still be able to do the show living in rural Minnesota," Hildebrandt said. "But this way, I get to do my art."