Ah. It's not just me — it's you! Or many of you.
Nearly 100 of you took the time to respond to my recent column about how the combination of pandemic, lockdown, fraught politics and everything else rendered me nearly unable to read for several weeks over the winter. I worried that this was it; my career was over; time to retire. If a books editor can't read books, what's left?
But it turns out that many of you have been struggling with the same thing.
"I thought I was the only one," wrote Sunny Floum of Minneapolis. "Thanks for opening this hidden subject."
Lynn Mathis of Burnsville wrote, "Thank you for letting me know I'm not crazy. I can't read right now and haven't been able to since Christmas. It's scary. I have a stack waiting for me, but I walk instead. Maybe by spring I'll be able to read again."
While most of you didn't abandon books, you did change what you read. Jackie Maas of Plymouth turned to dream material: travel books and gardening books and "books with gorgeous photos of she-sheds and conservatories."
Some turned to old favorites for comfort. "The books I've loved most in the last year are familiar authors, old favorites, quick reads and tidy-plotted stories," said Anne Twiss of Glencoe, Minn.
Krista Finstad Hanson of St. Paul has spent lockdown reading from her own shelves. While she did request and receive some anti-racism books for Christmas, "My stacks of books spanning six bookshelves have been calling to me to read what I have and not want for anything more," she wrote.