In a perfect world, Philando Castile would have kept his hands on the steering wheel and stopped moving the exact moment he heard the word "don't." In a perfect world, he would have told a police officer he had a permit to carry a firearm before he told him he actually had a firearm on him.
In a perfect world, St. Anthony police officer Jeronimo Yanez would have asked Castile if he had a permit to carry, and would have told him to keep his hands visible before firing seven shots into the driver last July 6.
But, as expert witness Emanuel Kapelsohn put it, "Perfection is not a reasonable goal to achieve." Kapelsohn said the shooting was partly the result of Castile's mistakes, or "the fault of circumstances."
So instead of a young man going home from the grocery store with his family and a young officer going back to his, we are nearing the end of a nearly yearlong tragedy, with Castile dead and Yanez on trial for manslaughter and reckless discharge of a firearm.
The case, filled with plenty of might-haves and unanswered — perhaps unanswerable — questions, will likely go to a jury this week. Jurors will face the unenviable task of sorting through a myriad of sometimes contradictory recollections and infinitesimal details to affix blame and perhaps find justice. After sitting through a couple of days of testimony, I have a hard time believing it possible to find 12 people who, given different backgrounds and experiences, would all agree on what they just heard.
The jury will need to decide whether Yanez saw a gun before he shot, and whether Castile was going for his gun instead of his wallet after being ordered by Yanez to produce his driver's license. Yanez at one point called the handgun "something dark" in Castile's pocket, which is a very poor description but perhaps a perfect metaphor.
Yanez's testimony is that he ordered Castile three times not to pull out a gun. Both Castile and his girlfriend, Diamond Reynolds, responded that he wasn't pulling out a gun, then he was shot. The disagreement over this point took seconds but will last forever.
The jury will need to consider some numbers that are mind-boggling: