Grieving and nursing injuries from shotgun pellets and flying glass, a wary Jennifer Cleven returned Wednesday to the New Brighton home where her boyfriend of 18 years had been gunned down.
"This place is not my home any more. It's a death house," she said, her voice choked at times by sobs. "I don't know what I'm going to do. … I have nowhere to go. My life has been uprooted so bad."
At almost the same time as Cleven described a nightmarish shotgun ambush of 46-year-old Todd G. Stevens that had been years in the making, Neal C. Zumberge was being charged with second-degree murder and attempted second-degree murder in Ramsey County District Court.
"He just kept shooting and shooting," Cleven said, sitting a few feet from the front steps where Stevens fell dead outside the house on Knollwood Drive Monday night. "He kept on shooting after [Todd] was down."
The fatal violence culminated tensions between the couple and the Zumberge family going back 15 years, which had intensified in recent years over Cleven and Stevens feeding deer and other wildlife in their yard.
About a year ago, things had gotten so bad she had sought, and was given, a restraining order against Zumberge, which was still in force for another 13 months.
She said she had called the police dozens of times over the years, but that officers always explained that they needed witnesses before they could take action against her menacing neighbor.
"I'm very frustrated. When the police got here Monday, I was yelling 'Are you happy? Are you happy now? Todd's dead, and you never did nothing,' " she said. "What does a restraining order do? Nothing."