Sobs of grief overcame a man testifying Wednesday afternoon in the Derek Chauvin murder trial as he watched video of himself standing watch as Minneapolis police struggled with George Floyd, who called out for his mother and shouted "I can't breathe" on the night of his arrest and death last spring.
Charles McMillian said in Hennepin County District Court that he came upon the scene early on when police detained Floyd on suspicion of passing a fake $20 bill at the Cup Foods convenience store at E. 38th Street and S. Chicago Avenue.
McMillian said he tried to get Floyd to calm down as two officers fought to get him into the back of their squad car.
"I'm watching Mr. Floyd, I'm trying to get him to understand that when you make a mistake, once they get you in handcuffs, there's no such thing as being claustrophobic, you have to go," he said. "I've had interactions with officers myself, and I realize once you get in the cuffs you can't win."
Prosecutor Erin Eldridge played officer-worn body camera footage as exterior store surveillance video also rolled. It showed McMillian calmly and intently watching the officers having difficulty getting an increasing agitated Floyd into their squad.
Floyd cried "Momma, Momma, Momma" repeatedly and yell out that "I can't breathe" on the video. Once the video stopped, the global livestream showed McMillian on the witness stand wiping away tears and fighting sobs.
"Helpless" is how McMillian said he felt as he watched Floyd and the officers. "I don't have a momma either; I understand him."
"Oh, my god," the witness then uttered in a breathy whisper. With that, Judge Peter Cahill called for a brief break to give McMillian, 61, time regain his composure.