Four heating pads covered Cammie LaValle's legs, back and chest as she sat in a recliner one recent afternoon in her Farmington home. The shades were drawn and the lights were low.
"I'm like a bat," the 51-year-old said, shortly after getting off the phone with a fellow member of Minnesota's intractable-pain community. "Lights hurt my eyes."
As the 2020 legislative session opens, LaValle, a leading voice in the push to amend state rules on opioids, has a simple message for legislators: Blanket opioid guidelines treat all patients the same and are harming patients most in need.
Her goal is to ensure state law and guidelines recognize that while opioid-related deaths have become a national scourge, the quality of life for intractable- and chronic-pain patients can directly depend on access to legally prescribed opioids.
LaValle believes the pendulum has swung too far in reaction to the opioid epidemic, with state monitoring programs causing doctors to be overly cautious in prescribing opioids to intractable- and chronic-pain patients.
LaValle's activist role for this often voiceless community has made her a frequent shoulder to cry on. The phone call earlier this day was from a friend with multiple sclerosis who had planned to join her at a meeting of the state's Opioid Prescribing Workgroup that night. But the woman had to go to the emergency room with gallbladder problems. Doctors had previously "force-tapered" her to a quarter of her needed opioid medication. At the hospital, she felt the suspicious gazes of doctors and nurses.
"That happens to all of us," LaValle said. "She was crying and saying, 'I don't want to just be looked at like a drug-seeker.' "
LaValle's voice and hands shook as she talked. Late afternoon is when she hits her wall.