She was nervous. Panicking for months. Living with uncertainty.
Twin Cities singer Judi Donaghy Vinar felt lost going into her first concert with Bobby McFerrin and his 12-person vocal ensemble.
"I didn't know what we were going to be doing. I literally didn't have a clue," she recalled. "There's no rehearsal. I don't know anybody in this group except Bobby. I didn't know what to wear."
She went to sound check and listened. Then she had a clue.
Vinar has learned to wing it with McFerrin. Her first nerve-racking gig with his Voicestra ensemble came in 2001. But she started working with the master vocalist in 1997, with a group of a dozen Twin Cities singers who met every Thursday for a year and a half as part of McFerrin's writing project.
Now she feels at home with McFerrin and Voicestra.
"It's pure joy. It's absolutely fun and it's inspiring," she said.
Vinar, a private voice teacher who headed the vocal department at the now-defunct McNally Smith College of Music for 15 years, has performed locally with the Wolverines Classic Jazz Orchestra, the Girls and Lori Dokken, among others. For 25 years, she's been a soloist at Unity Christ Church in Golden Valley, where she also directs the choir.