Nancy Jean Holland died with a head full of books.
Not the scholarly tomes of the phenomenologists Martin Heidegger or Jacques Derrida, on which she'd built a 36-year career as a professor at Hamline University. But rather, the collections of romance and fantasy novels, like those she wrote on the side and after her retirement in 2017.
Liz Selvig, her critique partner with Midwest Fiction Writers, a local chapter of the Romance Writers of America, said Holland was gratified to see several of her books published before she died Jan. 25 at the age of 72 from "nonsmokers' " lung cancer. The organization recognized Holland as its 2019 Writer of the Year.
But less than two weeks before her death, Holland lamented that she had more to say.
"She said, 'I have tons of stories in my head, they just won't come out,' " Selvig said.
Holland particularly liked writing stories featuring billionaire men who lose love and rediscover it in strong women like herself, Selvig said.
A California native, Holland graduated from Stanford University and went on to earn a doctorate from the University of California, Berkeley, where she met Jeff Koon. Hamline offered Holland a job in 1981 but didn't like the image of the couple living together, Koon said, so "we kind of hurried our marriage along." He said he was sorry that they had so little time after her retirement to travel together before the cancer struck.
Duane Cady, a former chair of Hamline's Philosophy Department, said Holland had looked forward to having more time for romance and fantasy writing, "but that was cut short by her untimely death." At Hamline, Cady said, Holland developed a national and international profile that benefited the university and its students.