Vern Luettinger has told his story hundreds of times over the past 75 years.
When the Japanese attacked on Dec. 7, 1941, he was a 21-year-old radio man from Lake City, Minn., aboard the USS California, moored at the southernmost berth along Battleship Row in Pearl Harbor.
Even in a 96-year-old's fading memories, there are images that do not waver. Reading the Sunday newspaper over the shoulder of a fellow sailor when the first of two torpedoes hit the ship that morning. Scurrying down the stairs to a battle station as an injured buddy was being carried up on a stretcher. A 500-pound bomb going right down the mid-ship hatch, ricocheting around and exploding.
But for his part in one of the most momentous hours in American history, there is also a disciplined refusal to embellish the horror or his heroism. He never fired a weapon during the attack, he was not wounded, and, he makes clear, he never found himself struggling in the water that day, unlike hundreds of other Americans.
"I was very fortunate," he said. "I didn't have to get in the drink like a lot of my buddies."
On the 75th anniversary of the attack, marked Wednesday, Luettinger's Pearl Harbor experience is made more profound as fewer veterans of his generation remain to remember. At one point after the war, it was estimated there were more than 500 survivors living in Minnesota. Now, it's likely down to three. One survivor recently died at the state veteran's home in Fergus Falls. A Minnesota Pearl Harbor Survivors Association has disbanded because so few are left.
And at a time of heightened concerns about the long-term impact of the traumatic experiences of war, Luettinger said he has seldom been troubled by what he did or didn't do or what he saw.
One hundred members of the California's crew died and 62 were wounded, among the 2,403 Americans killed and 1,178 wounded. But the days following the attack were a blur that left little time for reflection.