There are very few confessions in "Confessions of a Bookseller," Shaun Bythell's second memoir. He entertains, but he keeps things close to the vest.
Structured as a journal, the sequel to his bestselling "Diary of a Bookseller" (soon to be a U.K. television series) picks up shortly before the first book leaves off, and it is, mostly, more of the same.
"Confessions" will feel comfortably familiar to readers of "Diary." The windows of Bythell's used-book store in Wigtown, Scotland, continue to leak in the rain. Customers continue to mess up his books without buying anything. Nicky, his outspoken employee, continues to bring him disgusting dumpster-rescued food (until — shock! — she quits).
This is, however, a darker book than Bythell's first. He portrays customers less as figures of fun and more as petty people who want to bargain down prices. His romance with his American life partner is ending, and he feels regret. He would like a family, he says almost plaintively, but "I find it hard to see a future except as a cantankerous curmudgeon, living alone."
As he turns 45, Bythell worries that he has not accomplished much. By that age, he notes, his father had married, bought a farm and started a family. "I can't compare my own achievements favorably."
On his drives to Glasgow, he is just as likely to pass a car crash — including one that killed his neighbor — as he is serene wilderness. Customers tell him that they have seen a ghost on his bookstore's back stairs.
Definitely, darkness underlies these diary entries. Which makes me feel almost churlish to question their veracity.
Bythell's "Diary" begins in February 2014 and concludes in early February 2015. "Confessions" begins in January 2015, and so the two books overlap by about five weeks.