Jodi Doering, an emergency room nurse in South Dakota, was overwhelmed Saturday night. Her patients were dying of COVID-19, yet were still in denial about the pandemic's existence.
It's like "horror movie that never ends," Doering wrote on Twitter.
Her anxiety and despair is shared by many health-care workers who are facing a dramatic surge in COVID-19 patients. But some front-line workers, like Doering, also face the emotional toll of treating patients who, despite being severely ill, are reluctant to acknowledge that they have been infected with a virus that President Trump has said will simply disappear.
Doering said she has COVID-19 patients who need 100% oxygen breathing assistance who will also swear that they don't have the illness that has ended the lives of nearly a quarter-million people in the United States since February.
"I think the hardest thing to watch is that people are still looking for something else and a magic answer and they do not want to believe covid is real," Doering told CNN in an interview Monday.
"Their last dying words are, 'This can't be happening. It's not real," Doering said, adding that some patients prefer to believe that they have pneumonia or other diseases rather than COVID-19, despite seeing their positive test results.
Doering's weekend tweets went viral and prompted reaction from residents, health-care workers and local officials.
"COVID is amplifying the feeling of frustration and helplessness our front-line healthcare workers are experiencing," Brookings, S.D., City Council member Nick Wendell wrote on Twitter. "We are in the midst of the storm right now. When we see our way through to the other side, the accumulated grief of healthcare workers in our state will be among the debris."