Antwan Carpenter grew up in the projects of Chicago, idolizing gangsters who sported tattoos. He got his first at age 14 and soon, ink laced with profanity ran across his neck and hands.
Carpenter, 30, moved to St. Paul in 2007, had two kids and tried to move on, but the tattoos marked him: He believes it's the reason he didn't get some jobs and was regularly denied entrance to bars and clubs in downtown Minneapolis. Over the past year he's been attending a program that provides free laser tattoo removal for young people trying to leave gangs and that lifestyle behind.
Participants said the 20-year-old Boys and Girls Club program changed their lives, opening opportunities and redefining their sense of self. But it ended Monday because of dwindling federal funds it relied on.
"It's really tough," said Enrique "Cha-Cho" Estrada, who runs the Gang Reduction and Intervention Program at Neighborhood House. "It's a key part to making that final step in leaving that gang."
Carpenter, who joined the Gangster Disciples in Chicago, and five teens received their last tattoo removal treatments Monday at a site in St. Paul. It takes several sessions to fully remove tattoos, and some clients, including Carpenter, left with unfinished jobs. A complete treatment could run between $1,800 and $3,600.
A dollar sign is emblazoned under Carpenter's right eye, and although it has been treated seven times it has remained stubbornly dark. His other tattoos are largely gone.
"I'm automatically a target," Carpenter said of people's reaction to his face tattoo. "I don't want my kids following in my footsteps."
The tattoo removal program started in 1992 as part of a larger gang intervention program, Getting Out, at the Boys and Girls Club, that focused on Asian gangs. Much like today, participants could qualify for tattoo removal only by meeting other benchmarks in their rehabilitation, including earning a high school diploma, job development skills and volunteerism.