Meghan Kreidler knew she needed to say something. It was her first time on stage since the pandemic, a racial justice uprising and a torrent of sexual abuse stories had devastated the Twin Cities music scene, and Kreidler had a swirl of urgent thoughts racing through her mind.
And so, in between playing no-holds-barred rock 'n' roll tunes with her band, Kiss the Tiger, she stepped up to the mic, gazed out at the socially distanced parking lot full of music-starved fans in St. Michael, Minn., and let 'er rip.
"I got very emotional," Kreidler said recently, reflecting on that day last July. "I talked about how I am half Korean, and I'm also half white. And if it's going to help for me to bridge the gap between two different sides of the conversation, then I'm happy to do that. I feel like that's part of my responsibility."
Most of the audience hung on her every word. But she noticed someone becoming agitated — "a dude in the front row, who was living his best life up until that moment." As soon as she uttered the words "white supremacy," he stood up, blurted out an expletive and stormed off.
After the show he confronted Kreidler at the merch table. "He was like, 'You know what? You're a really great band, you have really great music, but you don't need to bring politics into it.' He just went off," she said. "But it was a good learning experience for me, because that was the exact thing that I was scared about. And I actually felt more empowered after that."
As the Minnesota music scene emerges from a paralyzing and traumatic year, countless artists are asking the same questions as Kreidler: Where do we go from here? And what role can the frontwoman of a popular rock 'n' roll band play in helping a broken scene rebuild into something stronger and more inclusive?
While the community grows into its uncertain future, Kiss the Tiger has matured, as well. Since forming the band five years ago with her partner, Michael Anderson, Kreidler has emerged as one of Minneapolis' most commanding and magnetic live performers, and their five-piece group has honed a sound that channels the raucous, fearless energy of their '70s rock influences — Patti Smith, "Sticky Fingers"-era Stones, Iggy Pop — and combines it with a whole lot of heart.
Almost a full year has passed since the band opened for the Suburbs at that parking lot show in St. Michael, and gigs have been few and far between. Guitarist and co-songwriter Anderson has worked long shifts as a nurse and taken up a side hustle installing hardwood floors. Alex Sandberg (guitar), Paul DeLong (bass), Jay DeHut (drums) and Kreidler have learned to cook elaborate dinners, meditate and take time to explore nature.