Victoria Marie was 17 years old when she found yoga and meditation. But she wasn't in a studio, surrounded by yoga mats. She was at the library.
Growing up in Little Earth, an American Indian Section 8 rental assistance community, she faced tough challenges at a young age. By 16, she was a runaway who ended up pregnant. She dropped out of school at 17. Life seemed hopeless.
"I didn't have control of my life," she said. "I had this toddler, this baby, and I was like, 'What can I do so that I don't lose my mind?' "
The answer appeared to her on a bookshelf at a library on Franklin Avenue in Minneapolis. There, she came across books on yoga and meditation, which she'd never heard of. She began practicing meditation with her son as he grew up, and she saw how it helped him become more relaxed and go to sleep more easily.
Today Marie, Wachinhin Maza Winyan (Iron Plume Woman), who is Dakota and an enrolled member of the Sisseton-Wahpeton Oyate, is founder of Native-owned Indigenous Lotus. The company offers yoga classes at venues such as the Indian Health Board of Minneapolis and sells Native-designed yoga clothing .
A certified instructor of buti yoga, an intensive workout style that combines jump training, tribal dancing and dynamic yoga asanas, she specializes in trauma and PTSD in Native communities, and strives to encourage indigenous people to live healthier lives and learn to selfheal through the mind-body connection. Much of her professional work is focused on Native homeless and county-placed youth, ages 5-17, as well as sexually exploited youth. She's worked at Little Earth and Ain Dah Yung Center in St. Paul.
"There is a lot of trauma that has happened with our people and our communities," said Marie. "We have this disconnect from ourselves, our culture, our people, and even our own communities, and there is a lot of mistrust outside of the community toward people who are not Native."
Maria Yellow Horse Brave Heart (Hunkpapa, Oglala Lakota) has studied the issue extensively. A research associate professor at the University of New Mexico Department of Psychiatry, she developed the theory of historical unresolved grief. Also known as historical trauma, it is defined by the nonprofit Native Hope as "cumulative emotional and psychological wounding over one's lifetime and from generation to generation following loss of lives, land and vital aspects of culture."

