Eric Kendricks spent the last days of May stewing over his thoughts, sorting through the pain he felt over George Floyd's death and searching for the right way to respond to a statement from NFL Commissioner Roger Goodell he felt hadn't gone far enough.
The Vikings linebacker is ordinarily reticent in public, wary of attracting widespread attention. His comments to reporters are typically polite, but brief, and he'd tweeted just once in May, about an NFL Network story on how Kendricks was selling his own paintings to raise money for COVID-19 relief.
But as he played back everything he'd seen and felt — over the video of Minneapolis police officer Derek Chauvin kneeling on Floyd's neck and the 150-word statement Goodell released on May 30 offering condolences to the families of Floyd, Ahmaud Arbery and Breonna Taylor without mentioning racism or police brutality — Kendricks kept thinking of teammates on the Vikings' social justice committee with whom he'd shared ideas and processed deep hurt.
"For about a whole day, I just really sat on it," Kendricks said Thursday. "The thing is, this committee that I've been able to be a part of, and the people in the committee that I've learned from — Stephen Weatherly's not on our team anymore, but he's [been] on the committee. Hearing him and [running back] Ameer [Abdullah], they're so educated. They're such smart guys. I felt like, now, with my knowledge, if I say I'm standing for these issues, if I say this is the kind of change I want to make, I had to do something."
On June 2, he posted a Twitter thread asking the NFL to take concrete steps toward creating racial justice. He released a video through the Vikings on June 3, saying, "It breaks my heart to see the people of Minneapolis not only treated like this but how hurt they are by this," as he wiped away tears. He and teammate Anthony Barr appeared with 16 other players in a June 4 video telling the league to condemn systemic racism, in words that Goodell repeated in his own response a day later. And Kendricks joined nine teammates in a June 6 meeting with Minneapolis police Chief Medaria Arradondo and three officers to discuss how the department can improve relationships with black people.
The week of public action, in many ways, stood unique in Kendricks' five-year career. It was prompted by Floyd's killing in south Minneapolis, which produced worldwide outcry and, eventually, notable contrition from the largest sports enterprise in the United States. It also was the product of three years in a group that has educated many Vikings players and emboldened them to take action.
The social justice committee the Vikings founded in 2017, after discussions among defensive line coach Andre Patterson, General Manager Rick Spielman and team ownership, had two aims: Help players partner with organizations working on systemic issues in the Twin Cities, and create a haven for those players to discuss racial matters together.
It distributed $250,000 in grants from the Wilf family in both 2018 and 2019 to criminal justice reform, education, legal aid, nutrition, youth services and post-prison reintegration programs. It also stoked an activist spirit on the roster: Kendricks' work with kids in the Hennepin County Juvenile Detention Center has taught him more about the link between food insecurity and juvenile crime, and last week safety Anthony Harris struck up a 25-minute conversation about police department structures with a white officer in his native Richmond, Va.