Maybe if he'd made the last save and the Wild had closed out a win this wouldn't have happened.
That's how goalie Alex Stalock processed the news that coach Bruce Boudreau was fired Friday morning after a 4-3 shootout loss to the Rangers the night before at Xcel Energy Center.
"I kind of wear it myself now," Stalock said. "Blew a two-goal lead and you don't finish a game off the right way. Obviously, that happens and you kind of put a lot of blame on yourself."
As shocked as Wild players were to learn Boudreau had been dismissed, they had no problem finding where to direct some of the responsibility for the sudden change.
"It's a wake-up call," said Stalock, who explained that he and Boudreau shared a mutual respect. "A lot of the players are probably holding themselves accountable for what happened."
Goalie Devan Dubnyk echoed Stalock's sentiment, feeling if he'd performed better this season Boudreau still might be employed. At the time of Boudreau's departure, the Wild's cumulative save percentage ranked 25th at .897.
But the Wild has been on the upswing of late, going 7-3-1 to bank 15 points out of a possible 22.
"It's been a little better," captain Mikko Koivu said. "But at the same time, it's not enough."