As Bloomington police chief, Jeff Potts checked his phone 15 times every hour, every day.
He rarely slept more than four hours a night. He missed his stepson's hockey games. He never took a vacation. And when he was with family, he was worrying about an incident that would thrust his department into the spotlight.
"You worry, 'Is that going to happen in my city tonight?' And if it does, everybody knows how chaotic and stressful that's going to be," Potts said. "You just couldn't get away from the constant concern and fear or worry."
So Potts retired early at age 52, leaving in January after three decades with the department, including 12 as chief. And he's not alone.
At least 32 police chiefs in Minnesota have retired this year — more than half of which were in the metro area — and another dozen retired in 2020. Public safety officials say this unprecedented number of departures is creating a wave of new leadership at departments still grappling with the COVID-19 pandemic and policing in a post-George Floyd world.
Communities across the country are seeing a similar exodus. The nonprofit Police Executive Research Forum surveyed nearly 200 police agencies this summer and found a 45% increase in the retirement rate nationwide.
In interviews, some former Minnesota chiefs cited fatigue and anti-police sentiment as part of their rationale for leaving.
"They're stressed out, in some cases, perhaps slightly burned out," said Potts, who is now executive director of the Minnesota Chiefs of Police Association. "And when they are afforded the opportunity to retire — perhaps even a little bit earlier than they otherwise would have — they're just choosing to do that, because I believe it's probably one of the most difficult jobs to do in this country today."