PALO ALTO, Calif. - For nearly a century, the life of Clarence B. Jones had felt limitless. As the Rev. Martin Luther King Jr.'s trusted counsel, he smuggled out the civil rights leader's scathing critique of White moderates in "Letter From Birmingham Jail" and helped write the first seven-plus paragraphs of what became King's most famous speech, the "I Have a Dream" address delivered at the 1963 March on Washington.
Barack Obama, the nation's first Black president, once lauded Jones as "the ultimate inspiration" who helped "bend the arc of history toward justice and freedom."
But on a May morning inside his sleepy apartment building in Northern California, one of the most influential surviving members of King's inner circle was feeling vulnerable. He was a 92-year-old Black man crying in his favorite chair in the living room. He was mourning Harry Belafonte - the singer and activist who helped bankroll the civil rights movement - who had died weeks earlier of congestive heart failure at 96 years old. Jones knew for months that Belafonte wasn't well, but the reality of another death of a friend and brother from the movement that largely defined his life still hadn't sunk in.
And it still hurt like hell.
"They don't make them like him anymore," Jones said, wiping away a tear running down his cheek. "I guess we have to move on and try to recover if we can."
Belafonte's death and Saturday's 60th-anniversary March on Washington have become moments of self-reflection for Jones. As a 20-something New York entertainment lawyer, he had no interest in working with a then-unknown preacher from Alabama named King. But Jones morphed into a steadfast behind-the-scenes adviser, mega-fundraiser and keeper of secrets. In photos from nonviolent protests in Birmingham, Ala.; the 1963 March on Washington; and other pivotal moments in the civil rights movement, Jones is usually somewhere in the background - a sharp-dressed figure present for some of the most pivotal moments in the nation's history.
"I am the last of the lions," Jones said, referring to an African proverb. "If the surviving lions don't tell their stories, the hunters will get all the credit. So I'm a surviving lion, trying to tell my story."
Jones recognizes that the anniversary march could be one of the last major celebrations witnessed by someone from the original march with a direct connection to King. Ralph Abernathy, Stanley Levison, John Lewis and Wyatt Tee Walker, other major figures from King's inner circle, all have passed away.