Tori Dixon had begun to feel it was inevitable. With the sporting world essentially shut down by the coronavirus pandemic, and a rising chorus of voices pushing for the Tokyo Olympics to be postponed, the Burnsville native had started to accept the fact that her Summer Games dream might be deferred.
She was still holding out hope, though, when she woke up Tuesday morning.
"Then I saw my phone was blowing up,'' said Dixon, a member of the U.S. women's volleyball team and a former Gopher. "And I read the news.
"Everyone had a million questions, but I was still trying to process what was going on. It was like a bomb dropped, and you just had to pick up the pieces."
To Dixon and other Minnesotans striving toward the Tokyo Games, there was some relief in Tuesday's announcement that the Olympics and Paralympics will be moved to 2021. Canceled qualifiers, closed practice venues and upended schedules had put athletes' lives on hold, leaving many unable to train and worried about their readiness. Some feared the Summer Games would be scrapped.
But the postponement also raises new questions. A new date hasn't been announced, and with the coronavirus still spreading, it's uncertain how qualifying will be affected or when athletes can resume training and competing. While some athletes will continue with business as usual, others could find their moment has passed.
Greco-Roman wrestler Pat Smith is among those who believe postponement was the right decision, for athletes and for a world that remains in the grip of a public health crisis. The 2020 Olympics will still happen, he said. Just not this summer.
"If I start thinking how unfair this is, that's not going to make me a better wrestler,'' said Smith, a former Gopher from Chaska. "It's a cop out to let the circumstances define the whole thing, and I don't want to do that.