Months after a global pandemic shut down his business and days after arsonists set his warehouse ablaze, Chris Montana has one question: Is this all worth it? The fires, the flooding, the looting after George Floyd's death?
"I don't know if it is or not. But I think there is an opportunity for it to be. And when I think of it that way, I don't know if I care if Du Nord burns down to the foundation."
For Montana, founder of Du Nord Craft Spirits, the first black-owned distillery in the country, George Floyd's death and the ensuing riots cut across many facets of his identity.
As a business owner, he was sad to watch his building, his neighborhood burn. "That hurts, it's going to hurt. Anyone who says it doesn't is lying."
As a black man, he said he was immediately thrust back into a familiar state. "You remember all the other ones. I remember being a kid marching in a protest for Rodney King. And then here I am at another protest and the chant is exactly the same: No justice, no peace."
And as a father to three young boys? "That's the hardest to talk about," he said.
Staying in the neighborhood
When 2020 began, Montana thought the biggest hurdle he would face was a cross-country move with his family. His wife Shanelle had accepted a job in renewable energy development in California. She would relocate to California with their three boys, ages 2, 4 and 6; Chris would keep his distillery in south Minneapolis and split time between an apartment on Lake Street and their new home in Lake Forest, California.