Regan Smith doesn't spend a lot of time looking backward. Especially not at this point in her life, with the U.S. Olympic swimming trials starting on Sunday.
But sometimes, it's unavoidable. Like at the Pro Swim Series meets, where a clip of her world-record swim in the 200 backstroke in 2019 is part of the video played before every finals session. Even if she turns her eyes away from the big screen, Smith can't tune out commentator Rowdy Gaines hollering, "This is the new star!"
"I've probably heard it about a dozen times," Smith said. "I'm not trying to dwell on that, because it was a while ago. Things are a lot different now."
Some things, anyway. Smith, of Lakeville, still enters the Olympic trials in Omaha as a favorite to make the U.S. team for the Tokyo Games. Two years removed from world records in the 100 and 200 backstroke and a pair of world championships, the 19-year-old will be one of the most watched and most hyped athletes at the trials.
During the yearlong wait for an Olympics postponed by COVID-19, Smith endured struggles with her signature stroke, interruptions to her training routine and occasional lapses of confidence. She said last week that she has put that behind her, freeing her to swim fast as a top-five seed in the 100 and 200 backstroke and 100 and 200 butterfly.
As for other events in her past, Smith is striving to maintain a healthy perspective. She doesn't want to pressure herself to re-create the swim that made Gaines jump out of his seat at the 2019 world championships. But as she approaches the trials, that race reminds her of everything she worked toward during a challenging year.
"I'm trying to find the balance of not dwelling on it but knowing I'm capable of doing it again," Smith said. "I'm confident in my talents and abilities and how hard I've worked.
"I have to execute, and I can't have any slip-ups, because it's going to be a dogfight. But I'm trying to remind myself that I know who I am. I know what I'm capable of doing. And I'm ready."